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enjoyed drawing and writing. Here are
some notes that he had written:
"Never Lose Faith"
"Only God can judge me"
"Change for the good"
"Leave it in his hands and he will show you the way"
There are
two people that will always be there for me
All the wrongs, faults, destruction... everything
They will always be there & now I know that
This is never ending love
Mom & Dad God Bless
I will
live to die
But will always know
Your always there
Tough times, hard times
All the time your love, for me will never end
My trouble never stopped
All the money you had to spend
That one day will come, when you will see
I never forget
Tough times, hard times, all the time you love
Will never end the times, the money, the effort, never stopped
coming
So now it's time for me to show you
The never ending doubts you had were right & changed me to be the
loving & caring man I am
For time I will never have to see the other side, the side of fear,
hate, sadness,
& not knowing.
I have
seen the other side & you pulled me away to be the main I am today
And for that anything and everything can be done & if it wasn't for
you I would be nothing
I have gave pain & suffrage to the people I love,
But I also paid the consequences...But, not the same way they did &
felt.
I want to give back all the faults I caused and hope for
forgiveness.
So hopefully what I can do, I will receive some of the grief that I
can get rid of.

The Cross Says:
Home Is In The Faith
Show Me The Light And I'll Never Be Blinded Again
The Only Way is Gods Way
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